Monday, August 27, 2012

Trying to Find my way back...


Lately I have been LAZY.. TIRED.. and just feeling wore-out; to be quite honest. I remember feeling this way before I lost the weight; and I also remember how much I did not like it. (lol)

I have been trying to find my way back to the me that I had found... the one who was starting to build confidence in the fact that I really could take the weight off. After all, I had tried so many times and never seen anything become of it; and for once I had lost 25 pounds without giving up!

It's amazing how many changes you can see in yourself when you reflect back on a time in your life. Before I lost the weight, I felt like I was sick all the time or something and I was really miserable in my own skin, to be honest; and since I have gained it back, I fell that exact way again! However, I just have not been able to get that motivation or mindset back.

I truly believe that in order to loose weight (or accomplish anything for that matter), you have to have the right mindset. Knowing what you want and why you want it is one thing, but setting a mindset to get it done is a completely different thing.

I have tried my hardest to get my mind set back to where it was before, but for some reason I just can not find the determination and motivation... That is why I am writing this blob; because before I started writing what I felt and it helped me become more AWARE of what I was truly feeling and helped me to discover why I wanted and needed to get it done!

So, I hope you join me on my journey to the New Me and if you are on your own journey let me know because I will support you every step of the way if you need me to; we'll find our way to healthier and happier together!!